Very little in my life is going well. For some strange reason, I seem totally unable to get along with people at work. Despite my patience and kindness and willingness to help, I am always seen as someone who is just too hard to work with. And despite EVERY leadership and HR personnel management policy and practice about talking to “troublesome” employees, I always manage to find myself working for the backstabbing pricks who try to get me fired/removed in secret, without ever mentioning to me that there is a problem.
This is insanely frustrating. Just once I would like to do a good job and get a pat on the head. Throw me a freaking bone , already!
Personal life is a shambles. I thought it was going well. But now it looks like the crap was just backing up behind a damn to hit me all at once. I have it in my power to release one person’s suffering, at the expense of just giving up everything I enjoy, for the rest of my life. And I’m considering doing it. And doing it will hurt someone else in the process. A net negative in human happiness gained.
F%$# all this. Where’s the door?